Good and really crappy news
The okay part…Ash is with me until the 23rd. The crappy news…I was not awarded primary custody of Ashleigh, her dad was. Yeah. Needless to say I’m not in the greatest mood in my head, but I’m enjoying my time with Ash.
This blog was used against me as well as my bipolar disorder, both which I think have contributed and helped me in becoming a better mother for Ashleigh. Unfortunately, I have no heart left in my writing so will most likely take Panacea offline, as well as all pictures of Ash. I will not delete the domain, but any writing I do will be password protected so as to prevent any further use against me.
I am so very empty right now, I feel like everything I say here is in monotone and that’s because I have very little left in me. Thank you to everyone who supported me during this awful time and hopefully one day I’ll be as vibrant as I once was.
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