bzz bzzz bzzz the earthquake buzz is happening in Seattle. I’ve just a bruised hip from a falling shelf, but my office building isn’t looking so great. I don’t want to hear from anyone who’s experienced these saying “ah, this is nothing” or “I’m used to it”. Good for you. But I’ve grown up in Seattle, felt diddly in the past, and seeing the damage in my building wasn’t too comforting. All’s good, but I don’t look forward to any in the future. No, thank you.

And that’s all I have to say about that. Time to investigate food options in a nearly empty kitchen.

This cold is kicking me in the butt big time. I didn’t even attempt the contacts this morning, and even though my glasses aren’t as before, they’re still more cumbersome than I’d like to deal with. Sudafed would be the answer today if I wasn’t learning some new things. Being able to focus on the monitor is always a good thing…

Some humor for the hockey fans…

As per Phil’s suggestion/request there is now a discussion link at the end of each post. Feel free to comment…

I have a question for everybody, if you can help it’d be great. I was off my Lithium for a while and finally got back on it, gradually, and think it’s doing ok. Or I’m doing ok. Who knows. Anyhow…now I have a really shitty cold and find myself wondering what in the world I can take for it. I used to take Comtrex which would help like a godsend, but alas, it as well warns against using it if on anti-psychotic or depression meds. What in the hell CAN I take to knock a cold on it’s way outta my body? It’s frustrating…I’m even tempted to stop my Lithium just to get rid of this cold, but I know that’s not a smart thing to do. Especially since it’s in my system for a while and I just got back up to correct usage.

Any suggestions? Please email me if so….

Jitters. I have the jitters. It’s as if I’m going through one of the panic attacks I used to get. Can’t sit still, clutching my hands so they stop shaking, drinking and eating whatever to keep my jaw from twitching. I’m confused, have no clue where this all came from and it’s scaring the bejeezes out of me. Sure is increasing my typing speed, though.

What’s the difference between making love and fucking?

I am now second guessing my lazy decision to switch to Depo-Provera. Recently out of Ortho Tri-Cyclen and somewhat dreading the thought of popping them again because of the awful “feeling like I need to throw up but can’t” feeling when they stick in my throat, I was going to go for the shots. Easy to remember, ya know? She’s switching back to the lil guys. Yes, I know, everyone is different, but with my current weight loss…I’m not too keen on welcoming it back. Ugh.

This doesn’t quite beat the idea of the Lego Porn I found a while back, but at least it’s in video format.

And now, our Feature Presentation: Lego Chef

Police Say Girl Sent AOL Threats to Self

So I’m not the only one to carry on a conversation with myself online using many identities. But at least I keep my personal death threats to myself. Though using AOL would be a death wish on its own.

i don’t think you understand why I need you

For a week I thought the following quote on the billboard was cheesy, but now it lingers in my head and…

“The truest relationship is one where the love for each other is greater than the need for each other.”

After reading about some printer issues hoshq is having, all that’s running through my head is “PC load letter? What the FUCK does that mean?”

I think maybe I need to see the movie “Office Space” one more time….

My robe wrapped snug around my gradually shrinking waist and I wonder…
question how I’ve manged to last this long…

I do know in many ways I don’t mind what I have, what is existing in this unspoken daily babble. What there is?

Yet I’m very tired of the “that which hasn’t been said aloud” and look for the day and time I manage to break the silence.

How do I let him know without mangling what’s now? ’cause no matter how much it seems quite plausable…I have the itch to laugh at the idea of him…interested in me.

I’ve been here a week and I just now noticed the sign “Please don’t feed the animals” on the fridge.

Everything You Want
…
He’s everything you want
He’s everything you need
He’s everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don’t know why

You’re waiting for someone
To put you together
You’re waiting for someone to push you away

There’s always another
Wound to discover
There’s always something more you wish he’d say

But you’ll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It’s only what you’re asking for
And you’ll be just fine
With all of your time
It’s only what you’re waiting for…

You never did notice
…
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you
And I don’t know why

And I don’t know
Why

I’m not a superhero am I?

“Sounds like someone has a case of the Mondays”

I could really use that vacuum from the Visa commercial.

You Shouldn’t Kiss Me Like This
(Toby Keith)

“…
You shouldn’t kiss me like this
Unless you mean it like that
Cause I’ll just close my eyes
And I won’t know where I’m at
…
They think we’re falling in love
They’d never believe we’re just friends
When you kiss me like this
I think you mean it like that
…
you’ve never moved me quite
The way you moved me tonight
I just wanted you to know
I just wanted you to know

You shouldn’t kiss me like this
Unless you mean it like that
…”

“I believe you have my stapler”