Tim suggested to me that if the new boss isn’t what I’m expecting, then maybe I need to move one. Why that scares me? I know…I’m content where I am, even with some difficulties going on. As much as I enjoy change and challenges…sure takes a lot of guts to job hunt when you don’t have to.

The fear of what I’ll do if I don’t make my rent is numbing. If it was my fault I wouldn’t be able to complain, but for once this isn’t all due to a dumb mistake on my part.

I’m taking any and all donations 24/7

Okay, so sun shining through my window when my alarm goes off does NOT mean it’ll be warm.

Stupid leg

A day of sleeping and trying to ignore the pain…boy am I messed up. New teal nail polish…woo hoo! (What else am I supposed to do when I’m stuck in bed unable to walk around?)

I don’t care if you all think I’m nuts, but…I miss work. I hate being stuck at home!

Feeling more tired than I usually do at this time, so hopefully that means more sleep.

Very “non-focussed” tonight/this morning, chatting, bumbling around the apartment attempting to clean. I HATE clutter…and it has invaded.

Looks like it’ll be a good day. Baseball game at 3:30pm (on company time and money, works for me) and major sunnage. Now, if only I’d had tons of sleepage, I’d be even perkier.

I was writing my lengthy Newsworthy entry and Friday crossed my mind. For some reason, No News by Lonestar is running through my brain waves.

Today is a day Not bad, but I’m pretty gimpish, limping around the office. At least I’m in a “chipper” mood and feeling pretty productive.

I am so furious with someone at the moment that I can’t stop shaking! ARGH!!!! A little advice…don’t interupt me when you’re trying to reason with me (or any time really). All it does is piss me off and push me to end the conversation ASAP. Other people’s children!!! Jeeze….

Work..hmm, this’ll be interesting. Didn’t sleep well at all last night, but a tad perky today. Just can’t seem to wipe this scowl off my face…workin on it!

My foot and leg hurt, more excruciating that I’ve ever felt before. No work ’cause I can barely walk…this just sucks.

Well, at least it’s sunny today. Another day of sitting through trainings for the new database. Hoboy. Slightly groggy but more awake than yesterday.

I’m definitely enjoying having my nephew around. Spoiling him is fun, but he also keeps me in a good mood, too. Nothing like a good 8-year-old’s perspective.

Mmm, won’t you come over and play with me?

All better. Well, for the most part. A little over three hours to go and at least I’m not scowling anymore. I worked on a new drawing (some old woman) during break and lunch, so I’m much more relaxed.

So it’ll pass, and so what if it’s over something minor. I’m pissed at my boss at the moment. Maybe he’d know things were in if he LOOKED in the boxes in his office. Last time I checked it wasn’t my job to…I order the shit. Sigh…

I stare mindlessly at the Jeapordy contestants and cringe with the next jab of head pain. Kozmo messed up my order, sleep sounds good, but ridiculous at this time, and I think I want to cry or yell or scream. Maybe even laugh. Something.

Give me drugs, or give me caffeine but pleeeeaaaase, get me OUT OF HERE!!! This day has gone on long enough….

Everyday I walk from the bus stop to my office there’s a guy that get’s after me everytime about smiling. All because one day I was walking across the tracks and was scowling. Sheesh…but oh well, at least I start work with a smile on my face. Doing spiffy…so far.