gripe
A quick wine before I give in to my multiple medications and fall asleep.
It sucks a great deal when someone talks to you, acts like a friend yet soon as another specific person is around they completely ignore you. Sucks even worse when plans are made and then cancelled by the same someone when they had weeks in advance to schedule around the original event. I feel like a discarded stand-in.
I’m tired of people right now. I’m tired of telling myself “oh, they’re just having a bad day” when I know it’s entirely possible to treat people nicely when you’re having a shitty day because I DO IT ALL THE TIME. I poured wine for guests for two hours Saturday evening even though I had a fever and bronchitis, but I did it with a smile. And I didn’t even KNOW most of those people.
I maybe have the beginning of wrinkles but at least they’re from smiling and laughing, not scowling.




Stacie said,
October 16, 2006 @ 8:40 am
Hey, girl. I always hated when people couldn’t be friends with more than one person at a time.
(((hugs)))