Observation and possible whining
My creativity seems to have slipped away into some netherland. If I even finish this post it’ll be amazing as I’ve attempted a good spillage for a week and so far nothing. When it comes to working in Photoshop on a kit or a site I just stare. Nothing escapes. Designs, what designs? I’m lucky I managed color combination for the next kit, though it took me a few attempts.
It has also become much more difficult to type without errors at my usual speed so I’ve had to slow down a little, enough to irritate this impatient one. I know the cause is not my arthritis as nothing hurts and they’re not stiff. To blame it on the lithium would be a bit of a jump but I’ll at least mention it to my pdoc. If I combined it with the minor tremors which still exist, I suppose it’s an issue.
I’m frustrated and irritated with everything as of late and I can do nothing but take one day at a time. The concern over a job is there but I’m not too worries about it. I’ll find one, I have the skills, it’s just contacting the right company. Until then, I try to accomplish my “to do” list and see a blank screen. I really need to work on squeezing ideas out of my stubborn head but haven’t quite figured out how to do it on demand.
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Jessica B. said,
October 3, 2005 @ 6:58 pm
Alicia (((hugs))) I feel your pain on the creativity front. I think we’ve chatted about this before…but, I get waves of the same thing, and it’s very frustrating. Good luck with everything, sweet gal!