Double Solitaire is more fun
I really can’t do this on my own anymore. Not the taking care of Ash bit, that I can do, but the me, brain san medication. Can not do it. Anymore.
If the Kaiser information would just get here so I could pay my first month and get in to a doctor. I feel like I’m ready to explode…and I’m hovering between low and low enough to feel like giving up. Not good. I can handle mania, but depression is a different thing. At least with mania I get something accomplished, even if their are consequences. This depression…it’s creeping and I am so damn tired. Even when I’ve had sleep, even when I could function in the same situation before. Now, I just think about what I have to do and I’m exhausted.
My new roommate hasn’t been picked yet (still waiting on the two to decide between) and I’m nervous. I couldn’t live with John, he drove me nuts, but I’m afraid I’m one of those that other people just can’t live with either. I hope not, ’cause I’m really not ready to move just yet. I’d love to stay in one place for more than a year…
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Karolyn said,
March 2, 2005 @ 5:42 pm
Hey, Alicia I just wanted to let you know I’m thinking about ya - Terrie says hi, too. Sorry you’re feeling overwhelmed; things will get better. You’re doing what you think is best, and I’m here if you want to chat.
- sis