Well, scratch that, back to looking for a job. I don’t even need my bi-polar crap to have ups and downs, I just need to live my life. *snort*

The last two weeks were two of the most relaxing, stress-free, comfortable and fun weeks I’ve had at a job, ever. A wonderful place, and it looked promising. A shame the CEO and President didn’t bother to tell my boss until the day I was let go that they didn’t see my position as something needed, or what they wanted. Not too sure, really, but it was made very clear it had nothing to do with job performance. Sure going to miss my boss, because he made the whole interview process easy for me, and he was just plain fun.

Anyhow, I cried on the way home yesterday, got it out, and have been pretty bitchy since. Doing my best to remain positive, but well, just a tad bit difficult at the moment. Not even thinking about the job hunt until I open the ads tomorrow morning.

At least now I can catch up on my sleep for a while. This last week was pretty tough, and it hit me, as I was finishing up an assignment, twenty minutes before it was due (thank goodness school is close), that maybe, just maybe, I’m pushing myself a little too hard. But then I remembered how long it took me to get back to school, so I have to stick with it. Heh, and the financial aid is a very helpful bonus, too. Wish there was a way to stretch it enough so I didn’t have to work. Oh well.

Ash said mama yesterday and has not stopped saying dada all day today. She is also walking along our coffee table, couches, and us, without a problem. Scary. Next step is walking and I am NOT ready yet. She can take her sweet ass time, and things will be spiffy.

Not much more to say, really. Pretty blah lately. Except for the extreme plummet my life and moods took yesterday day, but that’s to be expected. I’ve been tempted to take a little more Lithium today, but the thinking side of me realizes I shouldn’t, and blah blah blah.

Just can’t get the thoughts onto the screen today. Maybe another time.