Evil
I NEED to get this out of my system. I HATE WRITING COVER LETTERS!!! Jesus Christ, I can put together a kick ass resume, perform well at an interview, write poetry, stories, have coherant conversations yet I sit and stare at a screen for-ev-er when it comes to these things. ARGH!
Yes, it looks like I’m going back to work. If you couldn’t tell, I am NOT happy with the idea. I don’t even want to get into the whole “leaving Ashleigh with someone else” issue. This mom is freaking out. See, apparently the Social Security Disibilty department thinks I’m stable now that I’m on meds. HAH! I am so far from stable (just ask John’s family and they can vouch for that). Yeah, I’m popping my Lithium, but that means NOTHING. Me and the doc are still tweaking with the levels and we’re nowhere near done. Grrrrrrr.
So I’m hunting for a job, scouting for a day care, and hoping it all works out in the next four weeks, when unemployment benefits run out. Anyone in the Southern California/San Diego area know of a nifty job opp? Do tell.
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